Tuesday, February 26, 2013

Faith's Struggle With Doubt

Dark clouds surrounding
And rain abounding
Why this gloom
And dark sense of doom
What's up with you
Why aren't you true
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Don't be afraid
To make the trade
Turn your frown
Upside down
Lift your eyes
To the skies
Try once more
To get off the floor
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Tell me why you hide
Is it fear or pride
Are you stuck
In this smelly muck
Still sinking down
Until you drown
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Just release the pain
Run and don't remain
Let fear sleep
Come take the big leap
Into thin air
I'll catch you there
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Joyful unreal height
With sunshine so bright
All it took
Was a second look
For you to see
All we could be

Friday, February 22, 2013

Salvation's Journey


    A barren land dotted with stepping stones stretched before me. Up ahead I saw a wide, dark chasm. Black ropes reached out from the chasm wrapping themselves around people, pulling them to the edge. Now at the edge of the chasm I saw that some of the stone paths sloped down into it while others ended at a sheer cliff. Hopelessness and despair crept through my mind almost pulling me into the chasm. Terrified I turned to go back. Then I noticed a wooden beam covered with dark stains stretching above the chasm. Afraid of what the stains might mean but certain that it must lead to something else I began to cross. When I had almost reached the end, I realized that the stains were blood. I was walking on a cross.
    On the other side a wall of blood formed a barrier that the ropes and darkness couldn't penetrate. After that flowed a stream that refreshed the mind, soul, and spirit. Coming out of the stream I found myself in a field of grass. Instead of the many bewildering paths that had been on the other side, only a single path where each stone was stained with blood lay ahead. Full of new life I followed the path rejoicing in God's salvation.
    Pretty soon things began to seem dark. Trials and hardships assailed me from every side. Desperately I cried out to God, demanding to know why He wasn't with me anymore. I looked down at my feet and once again saw the blood-stained stones marking the path. As I lifted my head, I noticed that there was still a light up ahead. Realizing that the light had always been there because my Savior, Jehovah-Yasha, had already prepared the way, I offered a prayer to God asking Him to forgive me for doubting. Eventually the trials no longer seemed as severe and I could look back and see how they had actually helped to strengthen my faith. Confident in my new found purpose and deeper level of faith, I continued my journey.
    It did not take very long, however, before I began to have doubts. This time the trials and hardships seemed more like a fire that threatened to destroy my faith. By either forgetting or willfully choosing not to remember all the times Jehovah-Jireh had helped me before, I almost convinced myself that God no longer cared for me. Deep in my heart I knew that I was choosing to believe a lie but that didn't stop me from railing against God. The truth was I didn't understand everything that I was going through and so I started looking for someone to blame. Quietly God spoke to my heart, reassuring me that He had a plan and reminding me that He will never leave me nor forsake me. He showed me how the trials were purifying me like a fire purifies gold. I repented and once again asked God to forgive me for not completely trusting in Him.
    Feeling tired, I paused to look back. When I did, I realized that I had yet to see the pure glory of God. All the glimpses of His glory that I had seen before had been tainted by my shortcomings. Wondering how I could see Jehovah-Shammah intervene in my life over and over and yet still struggle with fully trusting His purposes and plans for my life, I pressed on towards the end.
Blood washed over me cleansing away any doubts, fears, and imperfections that still remained after all this time. Completely pure and holy, I marveled at the power contained in the blood of the Lamb. Stepping forward as a royal daughter of the King of kings, I rejoiced as I entered the presence of my Father, El Shaddai.

    As God revealed this picture to me, two things were deeply impressed on my heart. First, every step we take on the path to salvation is made possible only by the blood of Jesus that He willingly shed in order to redeem us. Second, no matter how dark and hard things may seem, God's light is always shining, guiding us to eternal glory. I pray that God will use these truths to touch your heart and change your life.

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Praying with Thanks and Expectancy




I was reading Psalm 136 and was reminded that we are supposed to give thanks in everything because God's love remains even when we can't see it. I certainly don't feel like giving thanks at all times.  Sometimes I feel like I'm in a long tunnel created by all my failures. I've found that just giving thanks to God for reminding me of His grace that wipes away my failures enables me to see the bigger picture before too long.
  Oh give thanks to the LORD, for he is good; for His lovingkindness is everlasting.~ Psalm106:1 NASB

Even the briefest glimpse of a love that is faithful no matter what, will change our view of everything that we experience especially trials.
  Dear brothers and sisters, when troubles come your way, consider it an opportunity for great joy. For you know that when your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow. ~ James 1:2-3, NLT
  The temptations in your life are no different from what others experience. And God is faithful. He will not allow the temptation to be more than you can stand. When you are tempted, he will show you a way out so that you can endure. ~ 1 Corinthians 10:13, NLT

When we pray to God in the midst of a trial do we ask Him to teach us how to endure? Or do we ask him to save us from hardship? There have been far too many times in my life when I did the latter.
Therefore I say to you, all things for which you pray and ask, believe that you have received them, and they will be granted to you. ~ Mark 11:24 NASB
Let us then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need. ~ Hebrews 4:16 NIV
        
And this is the confidence that we have toward him, that if we ask anything according to his will he hears us. And if we know that he hears us in whatever we ask, we know that we have the requests that we have asked of him.
1 John 5:14-15 ESV

When we pray, do we really expect an answer? We may say we believe everything God says but if we don't expect God to answer our prayers are we speaking the truth? We are called to approach God's throne with confidence; to go boldly before the King of kings expecting an answer. We may miss the bigger picture and pray for something outside of God's will but that doesn't mean He doesn't answer. "No" and "wait" are going to remain answers no matter how much we dislike them. Other times He may use us as a vessel to answer someone's prayer whether we realize it or not.
Come and see what our God has done, what awesome miracles he performs for people. ~ Psalm 66:5, NLT

God's answer to a prayer will almost always be bigger and better than what we pictured. As we participate with God in bringing His glory to those around us, we will be transformed into servants in Christ's image.
Just as the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give His life as a ransom for many. Matthew 20:28 NASB

Following Jesus' example means that we too love others unconditionally. Part of this is encouraging one other to use all of our gifts and reach our full potential in God's plan for our lives.
That their hearts may be encouraged, being knit together in love, to reach all the riches of full assurance of understanding and the knowledge of God's mystery, which is Christ, in whom are hidden all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge. ~ Colossians 2:2-3 ESV

I pray that God will continue to reveal himself to you and that you may receive the treasures He has for you.
May grace and peace be multiplied to you in the knowledge of God and of Jesus our Lord. His divine power has granted to us all things that pertain to life and godliness, through the knowledge of him who called us to his own glory and excellence. ~ 2 Peter 1:2-3 ESV

May you live your lives blessed with a realization of the power that allows you to turn any situation into an opportunity to bring God's glory to a broken world.



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